There's so many things going on in my mind and I've been contemplating some life-decisions too. It's nearing the end of the year, and this is where I'd usually think about life and how it had been and also will be. We're at the transitional period where you think of all the things you did and how it has affected your life, whether good or bad.
I've been picking up books a lot lately too. I just want to be engrossed and hope that it can clear my mind off of things in some way or another. Sometimes I think my mind is like a mind of a 50 year old lady. I think too much and too far. And I don't know whether it will do me good or not. Arghhh, not sure if you guys can actually understand what I'm writing, but if you're in the same position, I bet you will.
I just wanna be with nature.
I just wanna stargaze.
I just wanna read and not worry about time.
I wanna wear what I like.
I wanna cycle through the evening.
I wanna just drive aimlessly heading nowhere in particular.
I wanna do things by myself.
Well, that's me now. I'll probably be my old self come next week so don't you guys worry about me k! :D